Qualsiasi cosa che fai, amala

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amanda is leaving on saturday afternoon. THE DAY IS WITHIN SIGHT WOOHOO

and now is like packing madness haha and alot alot of errand running (i am really drained! my level of tiredness is one level away from being too tired to say that im tired, so still hafnt max yet)

thu_ flu jab (the thought of not having taken by flu jab woke me up) / shopping at taka for turtleneck/ pack for 1h/ meet peter/ meet remus/ buy dinner/ buy phone/ pack 3h (mum derui and i vs the stubborn vacuum packs lol)/ and now helping dehong do project

wed_ buddy breakfast/ play for daniels o levels (very nice! listening to the recording now =D)/ meet papaya and gorge/ pack 3h/ reh with sharon/ pack 4h

tue_ bishan shop for stationary/ queensway get bag/ packy pack/ lei sleepover (sinful prata escapade i tried for the first time honey tissue prata and mushroom cheese prata woohoo)

mon_ toapayoh errands/ borders/ dinner at home/ chiong letters/ airport sendoffs/ getting home safely

sun_ temple visits/ uncle yonghin/ zzzz/ dasweetpartie@corfeplace =D

amanda wants to be the most organised person in the world.

out 104am

TORRENTS ROCK HAHAHA

because they make me feel smart (for once!) and more imptly because i finally get my macoffice08!

i alone am spending quality bonding time w my parents in penang bwaha this rocks. i wont be comin bac to this place for another year? but then again what is a year, a year is the amount of time that i took to find out the truth haha things here never change, every year i take pictures of the same place and the same food and people (maybe not for long..)

and i think the accident has left behind some nonphysical ’scars’ on me. i find it harder to multitask (i cant freaking focus on my book when im in the car and people are talking) now but i find it easier to laugh/smile at more things these days haha seriously i can feel a difference and people change

2 weeks from now!

oh yay and before i start, i still rembr the meaning of defenestrate, that means my long term memory aint gone.

anw this is slightly embarrassing but those who shld know already know.

[eee i cant post photos. wanted to show the ’spider-web glass’] was suay in the sense that it happened but lucky in the sense that it happened now, and the people who were there for me all somehow were there. my parents had barely touched down at changi airport.

sep9 [2 days on]

life still movin slowly. staying at home these 2 days, xw and lei came to visit yesterday=) but i still feel sian im not sure if its cos of the accident or what, it jus somewhat disoriented my life i definitely dont feel the same physically - my energy level is so much lower than usual. and it has definitely disrupted my momentum lah, urgh  okay kuai dian kuai dian return to normal.

Operation Maccie Reorganization about 80% complete

Deposit turandot cheque woohoo

Grocery shopping (tmw shall cook breakfast er for the first time this wk and my brother refuses to eat the frozen fish fingers that i bought which were on offer because they smell so fishy -_- )

Rehearsal w flautist kiddos - much better than last reh, hen hao! plus crap talking session in music room for 1h+ after that

Prac viola - some disturbing thoughts arise. but now settled liao shoojee roxks
Come online and halls decide to let me in on the biggest secret of the year : im staying in commonwealth hall, folks. woohoo FINALLY. freakinefficient halls kthxman

Stay online read up on halls, talk to parents who’re in beijing w my bro who’s shopping day and night (and visiting intl schs), talk to pp online (hafnt been online for so long in ages!) until now 1230am omg must sleep good night world!

wow its been exactly 2 years. and ive been so blur over this time. only after i stumbled upon those emails and read them again did it suddenly become so clear to me. those were really happy times and its amazing how fast i cld have forgotten the taste of lovely happiness bac then. on hindsight, back then i was way too pridef00l for my own good. haha and now the tables have turned and i can only laugh at the fate that has been dealt out to me haha sweet

eee i realised now that ive transferred my old mac to the new machine i have to log in and out to access files that is in the old system. only the apps have been integrated. anybody has any idea? but then again, i can jus treat it as a chance to separate my pre-uni and uni files and data and music (moving on to the next phase heh)

got my visa approved and collected it in a midst of productivity yesterday (one down many more to go!). today i slept in for the first time in many many days woohoo. (i knoww many pp dont even have the luxury of having one sleep in day c’est la vie haha)

time to sharpen my gaydar hahah there are more around me than expected its funny. and the highest incidence happens to be those from my section lol well done guys. at least now i know theres a relatively lower chance of me getting tgt w a violist bwahah

oh yes and a few mornings ago i had a dream and i happened to write it down. so many things and people in my dreams i cannot rembr fully. but here goes

setting = SIS classroom

part II - jane shows off book spinning a la chinese dance style to ms tham who wasnt very much impressed. hinfan was standing by hmm class dismissed, walk out of classroom. ask tinghin if hes taking bus home. walk fast fast. wayne comes from the back and ask why i walk so slow. then i ask if hes in a hurry. and he says yea, got training, in that raised eyebrows look - haha this is so reminiscent of real life

part I - open door peak into classroom saw a seat beside tiffanie. walk into classroom dressed in all black concert attire. and at the adjacent table was sitting jason and wayne.

tonight is the last show and of course i dont want it to end but playing the same thing every night is making me numb to the beauty of it all not good not good haha. save the best for da last i will savour every moment of it!